This night.

     This night, it seems empty. I'm walking watching my shadow wrestling with itself. I wish I could pull it close to me and for once, perhaps, restore every faith that is possibly slipping away. At every hit of the ray of the scorching sun, eating up my skin from the surface, bringing me down to my knees and each time I silently cry out for help, my shadow appears by my side, reflecting the strength I have.

     Watching my reflection struggling with itself without me having the capacity to help it through clearly defines how handicapped I am or feel. The only thing I wish or hope for right now, is to grab my shadows out of its struggle and attaching it to the clearly defined space between us. I have nothing but to offer hope.

     All that my physical strength has is to offer a rather small-framed shoulder to lean on and hope. Hope. I wish this night, that ray of light that detaches my shadow away from me would be brought to an end.

You, beautiful.

Dear Girlfriend,

    Just so you know, to me you are beautiful. Absolutely perfect to my eyes. Yes, its very cliche but I'm not ashamed one single bit about it. You're perfect to my eyes and I adore you so much every single time.

    Thank you very much for being part of my life and I assure you, I'm never ever going to give up on us and you.

Its a short one, just me wanting to say that you're my beautiful girl and I love you very very much.

Yes, You..

Yes, you, these lines are quoted from your fave series. I could never beat that at all but I can promise you, I'll make it happen for us. We'll make it happen. I love you and it is so much more than you could ever imagine.

And yes, that line sounds so much like what you would tell me. Thank you for making me smile wide like a fool. *grins*

I promise you...

I wish I could do something for you right now to cheer you up. I would do anything to cheer you up. At this moment, there really isn't much I could do and it really breaks me knowing that you're broken.

   All I have for you, is my promise that everything is going to get better for you. It will. The faith you have will not go to waste and I promise you that God is watching over you. You just haven't got your ladder and when you do, you're going to be at the top of the world with your heads held up high.

   I'll be there by your side, all the way till the end. I'm sorry, it's the best I could do for you right now. I love you. More than you could imagine. :))


p/s: cactus, optimus prime, bumblebee and monkey man loves you a lot too :D

you..

Dear You,

I'm sitting in Starbucks and all I have is you running in my thoughts. I miss you, so much, so freaking much =(.. I miss you a lot Petite :((. <3

Perhaps?

    Another short one. Things happened. Tides changed. I sit in front my laptop, having flashes of thoughts running through my head, flashes of emotions flooding my heart and it made me realize how much time has changed.
     I might be a little late in certain things but I feel there is a shot at it. I know I possibly am going in for disappointment, but isn't that how everything is? I probably held so much of it within me, that it took me time to realize it oozing out.
    All I could hope for is God to be yet again by my side, cause it has always been Him that carried me through every agony and sorrow. He has always been faithful and just towards me. It is only that solitary reason that allows me to laugh in front of everyone despite of all the sorrows I hide within me.
    Running out of words right now. Perhaps, things are just meant to be the way they are now. I seek for one shot. That one step. All I have constantly chased for throughout my life. I have everything it needs to make a difference. One chance and perhaps I could make it worthwhile.

I really really MISS YOU!!

A short post. Nothing too deep and its just something on the very surface, yet with a powerful impact on me. I am sincerely and truly missing my best friend, Miss Thahranya. Thahra if you're reading this, just so you know, you're being missed and cherished deeply by me. :'(..