whaddup!!

     Whaddup!! Street much? Lolz! I have pretty much always been the street style dude with a touch of class. Vain much? Possibly, but I like it. ;-). Things have been under the better light lately minus the heck load of assignments given with excruciatingly short deadlines. Yes, I somehow have a perception that my lecturers choose to show their superiority and their extensive knowledge through their assignments. Don't understand me? I'll break it to a simpler language. See, its a short semester. We have approximately about 8 weeks? You expect us to complete a research paper. Fair enough, it is part of the program, no argument on that but do you have to expect day-to-day deadlines? If that isn't enough, you expect degree level perfection and to top off the creamy sauce, you slam us outright with no mercy on our assignments. See, I totally get the fact that it is your job to educate us but do not mix it with your current experience.
      We all are aware your doing your degree but we are after all diploma students and we are yet at the level to hit your par. Quotes such as, "izit my problem?" or "u felers noe how much work i hafta do anot??" is not in any form helpful to us. It only shows your arrogance and your misuse of power. 8 weeks. That's fairly a lot of time for a little loose bolts. Instead you choose to be so uptight and press us to our max, resulting in some of us, in this case it would be me to start cutting classes and whatnot. You think your attitude prevails? You try ringing me up when I'm not at college? What exactly plays behind your mind when you rung me up? That I would answer, freak out and run to college? I am a grown 21 year old adult. Yes, immature I may be but adult I am. Frankly, I do not really care what you might say or do cause it is beyond your payroll. Oh, by the way, your green notes are forked out of my parents pockets.
      A lecturer is supposed to be a role model, a guide, a reputable figure among his/her students and I, unfortunately do not perceive you as any of the above. All I have is, to a certain extent annoyance and dislike. You make fun of my hair in front of the whole class. Now, I'm pretty much sure you're not paid for that aren't you? You think you look any better? If assignments are not enough, your criticism towards me is some sort like an extra bonus I did not sign up for. I thought those sort off bullshit ends at high school, never knew it goes on even at tertiary level education. Guffawing it all is just my way of keeping the respect towards your profession but someday when I loose it and mark my words, it will, you'll regret even picking on me.
      If the lecturer is demotivating enough, a certain comments by some classmates aren't any good. All I hear from them is an extra force that wants me to do things against my own will. It's not like that  can't see it is for my good but what I'm really looking for is,someone who steps up for me and says, "go do it man, even if it sucks i'll still rawk it out with you!!". I guess you just don't get everything sometimes.
       Well, if it is discouraging at college, at least out-of-college life seems to have hope and much encouragement. It really is too soon to actually blog about it but I will do it with much details soon. Let's just say, you pretty little miss, I'm adoring you totally. :))