I have my reasons for being rude or sarcastic. Treating me like a piece of thrash is never going to get you any closer to understanding why I behave such a way. Tormenting and despaired moments of my life, I walked through it all by myself. I faced those harsh words threw at me when all i was, was a innocent boy. I faced cruel criticism over something that i could never be blamed for. I got framed, accused and blamed for something I was not aware off. The result? I faced punishment. I kept it all to myself. I treated it all with a smile.
You do not know those times I cuddled around and cried silently, you will never know because it is never my intention to share it. I choose not to only because you crossed my trust in more than a occassion. Certain incidents that you have caused did not affect you in any manner but it destroyed me completely. I never voiced out neither did I make an issue, I always have told myself to leave it aside.
Cliched dialogue, "I know you too well....", well I got news, you do not. Anger neither frustration is related to it though. It is not your responsibility to be clear of what I feel deep inside. Ignoring me because you are dissatisfied with my tone of speech or the way I speak in frustration is one thing you ought to learn to accept. Pardon me, but I was never treated well in my mistakes and I recall numerous times being thrown words at by you. Some so hurtful it changed me for good.
What am I? A stress ball? Or dustbin? I am just a guy, a guy that is more than what your eye meets. Next time do not listen to my words, try looking into my eye, perhaps you might find your answer that you always have questioned me "why do you talk like that?"....if you really know me that well, you'll know why...
