Another short one. Things happened. Tides changed. I sit in front my laptop, having flashes of thoughts running through my head, flashes of emotions flooding my heart and it made me realize how much time has changed.
I might be a little late in certain things but I feel there is a shot at it. I know I possibly am going in for disappointment, but isn't that how everything is? I probably held so much of it within me, that it took me time to realize it oozing out.
All I could hope for is God to be yet again by my side, cause it has always been Him that carried me through every agony and sorrow. He has always been faithful and just towards me. It is only that solitary reason that allows me to laugh in front of everyone despite of all the sorrows I hide within me.
Running out of words right now. Perhaps, things are just meant to be the way they are now. I seek for one shot. That one step. All I have constantly chased for throughout my life. I have everything it needs to make a difference. One chance and perhaps I could make it worthwhile.
